Believe Me, Surely

From the words of a liar
I often fear that I can’t control myself.
That I’ll lose control.
That I’ve gone.
From the words of the lost.
Lost track of time.
Lots of thoughts of mine.    
Slots and cops and drive.
From the words of the driven.
I wont be broken -again.
I wont fall down -again.
And I wont break your trust -again.
Unless I have to.
Unless you make me.
From the words of a liar.
Just one more time and I’ll be fine.
Just one more
Just once more
Just fun, score.
And I always win.
From the words of a patriot.