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Slumer on to eternity, Darling, there's nothing left to fear, Underneath your eyelids, you are Wide awake, tortured By dreams of life, which you never asked for never enjoyed sleep, and may you never be awoken by their cruel words, their death weapons will never again haunt your existance unconscious, forever, may you surely die, and when your lips grow blue and your eyelds no longer shake with hope i will pray over your grave may you slumber peacefully now until eternity comes and claims your soul.

Your heart was never true nor was mine your thoughts were never pure nor were mine your beauty was deceptive as was mine you were alone same as i yet with honesty so fake (much like i) we never saw eachother (except in our minds) and now we're alone apart but in time we may see with no fakeness and lies and perhaps in the future you'll come to find you're fondness for someone such as i and you wont be alone wont be like me because you only deserved the best unlike me you deserve love someone better than me and that is the difference between "you" and "we."

I'll sit, like a spider on the edge of a web. You'll move, past my spinning, to a silver lining. Happy, I see you smile.   My friend, was I ever really there? I'll think, quietly, in my death trap haze- You've moved on, and anyways, I let you go. I could have held on, may have choked you Taken your options away …but your happiness would have been fake. I let you crawl, back to the familiar. Past my snare I miss you, as sure as a bird misses its nest And security. But like a rose in a garden, you belong And I'll sit in my web and watch you, The memories tucked back in your mind- Among all the boys and hugs and assurances

I hope my tears bring you satisfaction Though I wish I could rip your heart out - swiftly Like a dart from a board I hope my anguish provokes your pity And churns your insides like butter And I wish dearly That you forget you knew me Because then my last hope would be smashed Of seeing you again. I know I wont, but the hope is inescapable.   As impractical as  a turtle hoping to swim Through the same wave twice I still fancy the thought of the drift.   And you brought this on. I hate that I can't stop thinking about you But like a sapling tree, you never seem to see me I can provide you with nothing, shade nor love. You were

any food becomes bland when you eat too much of it to where any other meal becomes a delicacy after a time i didn't know people could be the same but you threw me down the disposal and i'm avoiding the blades i can smell the aroma's of your next meal in time too, she'll come to pass but until then i can feel these blades are taking me fast.

burn it, build it more more more keep it, save it satisfy your needs bring it, cling to it it's all you'll ever have if you love it, come and get it, but it will NEVER walk and talk as i never LIVE and breathe as I no matter what you buy burn it, build it but you can't have enough to satisfy

feel it hold it grasp it mold it anger- power hate one use it hurt it manipulate lie anger don't let go don't think hit break taste the blood and drain it time around and come again with the hate that empowers you.

your fault your wrath you hurt again repeat can't stop it can't control it the blood in your mouth- a reminder: WEAK! all of a sudden drained in your mind stop, stop... STOP!!! you don't want to hurt again but stopping proves impossible. can you quit?

barren you monster your hate reincarnated reshaped in your mind all you've hated can't sedate, the self- loathing you've come to find THEIR FAULT! THEIR FLAWS! kill them hate them feast on their tears attack them control them don't waste time on guilt! power hate, guilt, one, the body of those that hurt you.

Beware, dont read this poem, it will ensnare your senses, true take away your beauty, your lustfulness and youth. Beware, dont read this poem, or walk into the lion's mouth it's sharp toothed words will digest you and never let you out Beware, dont read this poem, it's metal chains are long they'll wrap around your ankles and drown you in the pond... and of yoru beauty it will take all, like vicious cancer cells, deteriorating your facial features, you'll be under it's spell Beware, dont read this poem, for you have been forewarned turn around and leave briskly so you'll have none to mourn Beware, dont read this poe